The Eccentric American Mama in Cumbria

Well my little Sagey Pagey you're six months in just over a week so I'm posting early because I may never get another chance! At six months you ... can roll from front to back and back to front but you'd really just prefer to lay there and socialise with anyone or anything that comes near you. cry whenever I put you down and leave the room. spend most of your waking hours on my back and are extremely happy there. I however would prefer it if you'd keep the milk inside your tummy, we had 4 outfit changes in 15 minutes yesterday morning. I should have learned my lesson after the first milk spit up but no I just assumed you couldn't possibly have anything left in that little  big tummy! sleep through the night most of the time. You have been sick for a week and I've been up twice a night with you for extra cuddles but usually you sleep 6pm until 6am. have tried mashed banana, and although I thought you loved it at first, the instagram video I post

At baby yoga we start off each week with a few words on how we're feeling. It's supposed to be brief but you all know I don't do brief so I just said I've had several epiphanies this week without elaborating. The first of these was while Cyril was doing a puzzle. He sat down and became frustrated because he needed one more piece but the only piece he had left didn't belong, it got mixed in with the puzzle somewhere along the way, and no matter how hard he tried to make it fit the piece wouldn't, it just became more damaged around the edges. This is how I feel much of the time. The giant puzzle representing England and I'm the tiny piece that got mixed in along the way. I've tried to fit in the best I can but each time I step away from who I truly am I become a little bit damaged. Going with this line of thinking I began to question a lot of things namely that I'm not meant to fit in at all. Perhaps I can bring something to the table just by